If You Are Reading This

If you are reading this

I want you to know

That even after all this time

I haven't let you go

I still think of you

When I'm all alone

I still hope you'll call me

As I stare at the phone...

If you are reading this

Maybe then you'll see

That even after all this time

You're everything to me

And I'm trying so hard

To not become sad

When I start to think about

What we could have had...

If you are reading this

Maybe you'll understand

How much it hurts me

To see you leaving me alone

But you won't know I'm sad

You won't know I want to die

Because I'm still smiling

Even when I want to cry

And if you are reading this

I hope you will see...

That I'm still in love with you

And it's slowly killing me............

 Tinydancery